Heartbreak

It's complicated but it’s leaving me asphyxiated
I'm pushing daisies while you’re dancing on the grave I dug
We’re making circles always leaving me anticipating
Before I know it I am back and drowning in your love
It’s sadistic how I’m tainted, brainwashed, unrealistic
It’s Russian roulette with 6 bullets in a loaded gun
This game of tug of war is only getting more suspicious
I turn around and you are smiling while you pull the rug

Out from underneath my feet where is the ground
I’m calling out but you don’t make a sound
I'm pushing back but you won’t let me down up down up

I think I'm ready for the heartbreak, heartbreak
I think I’m ready for the mistake, mistake too
I think I’m ready for your lies, take a look into my eyes
I think I'm ready to get let down, let down
And I don't even give a damn now somehow you
Are always pulling at my chain, setting fire to the flame
I think I’m ready for you

It’s understated but your love is sometimes more like hatred
And I’m in neck deep if I struggle I’ll keep sinking down
There’s a poison in your words that so intoxicating
The second that I step away you pull me back around
Wait a minute don’t you get it this is all for nothing
No matter what I try I always cannot get enough
When we’re together there’s a fire I can feel it coming
But-if we were on a cliff deep down I know you’d push me right

Off from underneath my feet where is the ground
I’m calling out but you don’t make a sound
I'm pushing back but you won’t let me down up down up down

Out from underneath my feet where is the ground
I’m calling out but you don’t make a sound
I'm pushing back but you won’t let me down up down up