Do you ever wake up and just want to die
Today could be coffee or cyanide
But the anger keeps you alive
And the pain starts to look like the light
So you start to make friends with shadows on the wall
And some people you know are concerned you’re not answering calls
The Shadows say tell them you’re fine
But this is what it feels like
Pain! Rips through my veins to my bones
The darkness it won’t let me go
And no I don’t want it to, no I don’t want it to
Because then all I’ll have is the pain
That’s too much for me to take on
I’ll have to admit you’re all wrong
And I’ll have to let you go
But without the pain I’m alone
Today is the day I’ll get out of this bed
Fight with the demons that live in my head
Fake it until I feel fine
I’m living in yesterday’s lie
They say it’s gonna eat you alive let it go
This pain made a feast of me but what they’ll never know
Is I let it just to survive
And this is what it feels like
Pain! Rips through my veins to my bones
The darkness it won’t let me go
And no I don’t want it to, no I don’t want it to
Because then all I’ll have is the pain
That’s too much for me to take on
I’ll have to admit you’re all wrong
And I’ll have to let you go
But without the pain I’m alone
The second I wake up
I’m back where I started my heart's tachycardic
These tears taste disgusting
I’m so depleted fighting the hell that I’m in
Alone
And this is what it feels like
Pain! Rips through my veins to my bones
The darkness it won’t let me go
And no I don’t want it to, no I don’t want it to
Because then all I’ll have is the pain
That’s too much for me to take on
I’ll have to admit you’re all wrong
And I’ll have to let you go
But without the pain I’m alone
Do you ever wake up and just want to die
Today could be coffee or cyanide
But the anger keeps you alive
And the pain starts to look like the light